Turned out to be an awful day yesterday. I decided I would eat out. being careful of what I put inside myself I opted for a cheese omelet and a coffee. Back home and decided to make a start on the grass. Half an hour later I was running to the bog with the worse case of the runs I have had in a long time? Absolutely tired out with it as well ,so I really need to find some answers soon as it is now getting me down quite a bit to say the least.
I am pacifying myself that the CT scan would have picked up anything sinister?? and seeing it went from my head to my pelvis, in my mind, would have spotted any abnormality (you would think).
Extremely difficult to stay motivated through this as I have no energy as such. Last week I trained only twice and that was a struggle? I have to rely on this blood test now to see if anything is thrown up.
We went out for chips last night (I need all the stodge I can get) and bumped into the Manager who is a musician. We did not get extra portions though!! He has not played for three years so I am hoping to get him back on the road and onto the 'dep' list.
I did make myself practice last night as we have a Dance tonight and I want my lip to last the course.
I had a bet on the Grand National and as always bet on an outsider. Of course it fell after about 5 minutes. To balance that out though, I received a letter from the Premium Bonds with a cheque. My life might change after all ,but not sure 25 quid will go a long way to do that?
I was also looking at new houses. Finaly I found one that I can afford. All I have to do is get it down from the tree.
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