Worry

I am afraid that this is a grim post but as always I am being honest. I have been feeling unwell for some time now. Very tired and uncomfy inside. At 5am this morning I awoke to find that I had been bleeding badly from inside. Feeling faint I called an ambulance and was whisked to A and E. I have to say at this point that we have a history of the big c in my family and this has been on my mind for some time. Two years ago I had things checked and they said no problem. But the pain came back. After waiting 2 hours to see a Doctor they sent me home and told me to contact my own Doc to make a Colon Appointment. It was mentioned that an internal hemorrhoid may have caused the bleed but I may have to wait until Jan to get an appointment???? to see if it is anything more serious.Even though I am worried sick I had to 1. call my own Ambulance 2. Make my own Appointment. 3 Call in sick at work. So until I get my head around this I may not post for some time so I hope you will understand.
Thanks