Ok, I have decided to get a grip on myself and keep posting. Mainly as it will occupy my mind but also, if it is something simple, then I can look back and laugh!!!!! or if something more sinister...well at least their will be a History for people to follow.
To wake in the middle of the night on your own to find you have been bleeding is, was, a very scary thing. Once the shock had hit me I first thought that I would drive myself to hospital, but after almost blacking out (I can stand seeing other peoples blood but I am not to keen on my own) decided to call for the meat wagon.
The rest is history if you have read yesterdays post.
I spent last night waking every hour to check I was not bleeding to death??? and was relieved to get through the night with all bodily fluids intact. My partner has been a star throughout all this by the way and she really has got more than enough on her plate at this time.
I am now in the system for the Colon Centre to contact me. I always remember someone telling me that to do something a second time can be more scary than the 1st as now you know what to expect. Believe me I am not relishing it at all ,as it is a rotten experience and involves most of a day sat on the bog??
I have decided not to blow tonight just to help things settle down a bit. If nothing happens again then maybe it is what they say. If it does happen again then I am probably in trouble.
I would like to thank those that contacted me with advice it really was much appreciated. However I decided to give the 'cork' idea a miss.
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