No hell

Where as yesterday was tolerable, today has been a nightmare. I wont go into it but just to say that I was cold, miserable and low. I will be honest that I am dreading that I will wake in the night and find it has happened again? But that is me. Worry about the worse possible scenario and anything better is a bonus. I have no other course as to keep plodding on (and it is a plod) and wait the Hospital System kicking into action. Oh Joy!