What price

Unfortunately the medical problem I thought had been solved has actually returned and now can't be connected to the Statins? I have to say this put my anxiety levels up to maximum and my worry beads have never been so pummelled. As I can't get into my Doc's for a week I have booked a private appointment, as at this time I feel so drained it is ludicrous. I have always had problems with sleep through my life but now I could sleep for England, which should be a relief, but I am waking up feeling as though I have had a long session with Jordan??? I am still going to work but I am like a zombie (no change there then). Something is up and it is the not knowing that is the draining factor. Of course you think of the worse thing possible? Ok I could accept that but just need to know and put my mind at rest? For now though I am trying to keep up my practice and other mundane things in the house. If I keep my mind occupied it is better for me. I have not had a drink in over a month but feel like getting bladdered (no pun intended) now. Not a happy teddy at this time but as always I can put the 'Everything is fine' face on.