Out to Matlock last night to play for a wedding. I drove myself and tried to unwind looking at the marvelous countryside. I felt sorry for Dave as weddings are never easy to front as no one really wants to dance. The buffet was unusual as it was a Fish and Chip supper. It was the first hot meal I had had all day and I was a bit wary that I would be dashing off stage half way through. The old Imodium worked a treat though. I now need to really fight to get my head together and went for a short bike ride today. I was hoping to go with my partner to the County Show but there was a change of plan, and anyway paying nine quid to look at a couple of manky old cows, hmmm, maybe not the best mental stimulus!
I was surprised with the lack of practice I had ,that I managed to nail the Under my Skin solo? maybe I can cut back a bit on the old practice??? I wish I could write what I was really going through at this time, but I dare not, as even I do not understand it. All I know is I do not want to get as bad as my Mum. My Dad told me yesterday that he used to get up in the night and take her for a walk as she could not sleep or relax. I know, as I heard most of the things through the bedroom walls. Although I scorned her when I was young and aged 10 I was packing my bags to leave home, I now know what she was going through. All I can do is learn from it and try and take it on from a different angle?
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