Bung

After faithfully promising my partner I would not come into work today, I came into work today. I managed 4 hours last night which is 4 hours better than the night before. I made a big mistake in taking Imodium on Monday cos now I am the opposite way with the prospects of passing something close to the Eiger when it happens. At the doc's again today so expect to be invited to their Xmas Ball. I still managed a 5 minute blow yesterday despite my motivation being minus 9. This has been a rocky week so far but I still think being an ex soldier keeps me going.