Billy Cotton

Ok so I am a born worrier. When I snuff it, there is bound to be someone who say's 'eeeh it was worry that killed him' and probably they will be right. Again my sleep is absolutely minimal. I don't even know what I am worrying about. Ok the show is a little bit edge of the seat stuff in places, but i haven't dropped any major b***cks. However for the last few nights I have been going to bed at midnight, only to be wide awake at 3am and that is it for the night. I am off work, so i thought that maybe some sofa time would help....as I shut my eyes a neighbour rang my doorbell. neighbours never ring my doorbell, but oh no she had to pick the time that I was just drifting off. I could not be arsed to get up and see what she wanted. Did I get any kip...nope....will i get any tonight...probably not, But you know what ,I am still going. On reserve, but still going. Insomnia has been the curse of my life, and i don't think i will ever be free of it. I would swap 6 numbers on the lottery to be free and get a good nights sleep.......dream on, only I can't. Oh well, at least I get a longer day than everyone else.