I have to admit to being miserable at the moment (what do you mean 'No change then'??) as all sorts of lousy thoughts keep going through my head. Being an undertaker has not helped the situation at all as I am well aware of the parallels to genetics and hereditary gremlins. I am figuring that by this time next week I will have had the scan and been contacted with results. Being the pessimist I have always been ,I am already figuring out what I will do in each possible scenario. Drink more beer features highly on the list. Paying a visit to someone in the past who is a theif and fabricated e mails is another (yep you got it coming whatever the scenario ) The main one is to change my life, but I have never figured out how to do that anyway.
If this is IBS it is certainly showing itself as the appointment looms closer?
I turned a symphonic gig down last night and talking to the MD it would seem he had just had a CT scan as well (strange I had never met anyone before this who has had one and now I know of 3??). He also gave me some advice (Thanks J)
Was given a new solo to try out. I had a token play last night but my heart was not in it. It said in the notes 'play like Tommy Dorsey 'and to me it sounded more like Tommy Docherty??
Ah well just Friday to get through.
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